This means GOODBYE!

It seems like yesterday when I first enter your class and met the people who will be my student for the whole school year. Teaching them the lessons I've learn in college. Showing them that PE is an exciting subject and an opportunity to be well rounded individual. I remember that day, I was wearing a blue chinese collared shirt, a slocks and a simple black shoes. As I headed towards the room I'm a bit nervous of what they are going to say or the first thing they gonna remember for the rest of that year. I remember being strict that day showing them that I am the authority. Never know they would be my student up until they graduate.

It a good thing remembering the past. The moments that stops the time for a bit, moments that can never be forgotten. They say "You can never change past" and it is true. But leaving them behind make us think of the things that we did, if only we can make it better, if only bitterness could be erase or hurts can be fixed, but we can't. We will live and move on, but the memories of the past stays forever.

I am teacher, even though I scolded you a thousand times, I shouted you, I teased, I called you during resitation, I ask for your help or even when times you need a friend and a mother. I was there, "WAS" and hoping I still could but life is journey, we need to move and see the world that our eyes has never seen. Live like we never live before and love like we never love.

This might be the end of the road for your high school journey.I hope that what you learn in that four corners of HCA that sometimes the aircon is not working more than the books of Physics and Math or the grammar in ENGLISH, the lessons that books can never teach you, or explain to you. The lessons of life you learn in HCA. Will be in your journey throughout your lifetime in this world. Keep your faith in your heart and never forgwt the reason for it.

It is a privileged for me teaching you for the past 3 years. Live on and full fill your dreams and never stop believing. Keep the FAITH!


To batch 2011-2012. God Bless!

It hurts the most when....

People fall in love everyday, every second as day passed by. People get inspired because of this amazing feelings that we have in our hearts hiding in those four words called LOVE. Yes it is love that even though we are the craziest person in this world still we love. We hate if people will call us stupid because of that feeling, who are they to judge us. They don't even know what we feel, the contentment we get every time we see that person, even though sometimes the only thing you want to do is to be with that person. We love, every day but when we love deeper we plant more than the roots of our hearts to that person. We love with our soul not just with our hearts and minds. That's how we love we give everything. Our time, effort, heart, and soul. We love because they loved us back. It is love.

But...
It hurts when that love broke into pieces. When people left you without words. When people hurt you without any reason. And when you know that the love that feel is not really love at all.

But....
It hurts even more when hurt the person who loves you back. Who will give up everything for you. Whose willing to fight for you. And will defend you to those people who wanted to hurt. It hurts when you see them crying yet you can;t do anything not even your sorry can make them feel better or your simple care. It hurts when you see them struggling with the pain that every time you try helping them your guilty because your the one who cause it. It hurts because the person you love once was the person you never intended to hurt.

But  the most tragic part is....

When that person can never be the same person like before. Why? because you've hurt them.